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I Could
04:43
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i sit like i'm not sentimental
but i accidentally found my way back to you
they say that it's all coincidental
one time in your life you don't have to feel so used
i know your so bruised
i know you feel so used
but baby
why don't you talk to me
i can cure your sickness
i can cure you of your diseases
i don't wanna see you this way
so hear me out when i say
you could be a witness
i could tie up your stitches
fuck all these other bitches
because god left the business
you're feeling so cold
let me show you how to make heat
you've always been alone
resistence is getting so old
it's going so slow
but
i just wanna keep you close
get rid of all your clothes
because the wind rose
and now we're coming to blows
i just wanna keep you close
i'm sick of all this prose
i am the antidote
and we both know
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when I say I’m loving you better
you just ask me if still remember
picking up like we left off friends
but I’m not trying to act up like we’re old heads
coming out on weekends just to choose ya
girl I didn’t know I was the user
picking up sentiments to say uhh
conversation proved that u were queued up
wasn’t gonna wait up on the old blood
so I’m sitting in the back
with a paper and a pen
got a rack in my pocket
and a type to just depend
didn’t see the old glow
that I got from tinted bowls
so I stay so typical
outie oozed umbilical
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3. |
Running On E
04:05
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i found my solace
in an empty corner
maybe you should skip a step
and hit up that coroner
got your face with a 2 by 4
solid with the corner
the heat is growing colder
two is a company
girl why you fronting
this shit ain't healthy
an ailment turned ugly
you don't even know what "sentiment" means
i think i better leave
but if you listen i'll feel better
this just isn't the right weather
you get pushed more easily than a feather
i guess i'll wait until the summer
i could ask for one thing
but you think me to be wanting
i don't ask for nothing
but you think that i need something
and some day i'll try to explain
the shit that i say
how i'm feeling this way
i couldn't tell you
from where i lay
i know i've been feeling low this day
hoping you could give me a change
but i haven't seen you face to face
i don't care how the fuck it happens
i just wanna feel ok
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called me she told me i was fake
i been hurrying to get up out of state
hop across the waters going places
that you lames just can't relate
and i been trying to find my passion
in the midst of loosing faith
damn
and i've been counting all my days down
know i'm close as fuck to quitting
because i'm faded getting twisted
never cared about the fame
or any sort of recognition
i been inside on the regular
just laid out
said she getting tired of the drama now
got her crying to her momma now
all the drugs and the times that i let her down
i don't show no face and u barley come around
and that shit fucks me up
god don't get me faded
tune out the garbage you saying
better not ask me how my day went
i'm just tryna get all my time spent
god don't get me faded
spit out the garbage you tasting
better just keep it with your two cents
i'm just tryna get all my time spent
when i couldn't see you this time
split height because we don't see eye to eye
i can't wait this out
i been bathed in doubt
where you been about?
and the worst part is i'm talking to myself
can't seem to clean up mental health
i been up living for the wealth
but what my headspace can't seem to tell
he don't know any better
and i can't blame him
parents probably die
if they catch him flaming
people probably
throw him cases
put him up for the shit they're faking
i'm drained of patience
high and sedated just to make it
god don't get me faded
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5. |
Only Worth It
03:32
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I keep forgetting that I gotta drink water
Well I got food for thought so I don't bother
I keep forgetting that I gotta stay showered
Glowing down to get back up passing offers
You don't even have to try to get it
So I'm slowin hittin bigger lines with it
When you got a red stain on a white ribbon
It's only worth it if you spend it winning
Only worth it if you got a bitch in the kitchen
Should've known when they said that you were slippin
What the fuck were you expecting?
I shouldn't have to mention
All the time itchin for the fix
These lines ain't white
They lookin yellow with the tint
Saying you would fix it when you stint
You had me feeling like 06
Giving handouts like you give a stitch
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In Omnius Parata
03:26
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feeling i could try to send the message
but what good does it do when you don't even listen
i could be dying in a week
when i walk by stare at my feet
trying to get you tucked with me
i'm not the villain that i seem
but you don't see it
and i believe that
at any given moment
he's gonna take what's always been mine
and it's hard to say i hope for it
i wouldn't even mind
if someone pulled a gun
i'd make sure they follow through this time
latley
i've been thinking everyone hates me
i've been keeping to myself, baby
staying on the low daily
and maybe it's time
that i reached the finish line
maybe
you could pull me from the grave safely
but i'm a damage to myself
i'm crazy
getting close when i was just tryna
get mine
figured you could read my mind
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(XXX)
02:41
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The worst part is I was high when she called me
Camped out in a hearse with 3 x's feelin lonely
Trying to form words but I breathe silence only
Elevate myself so that I feel like something holy
And with a notion so slim
You can see the dirt just by looking at the kin
I've been bathing in paint thinner trying to scrub away the skin
But people hear you differently when you're catching second wind
I'm no different
I'm about over this shit
Loving someone so I know what to fix
Not too far back I was the stitch
Acting like the drug gave me another kind of itch
I guess god can be a real bitch
Turning Fiji ounces from the water into wine
Cruising higher spirits because I do it all the time
Seems to be a better use than that matte black 9
But who am I
To be saying what prescription needs filling
I'm an amateur pharmacist
While others stay sitting
Getting catfished with backlash
Casket clothes for bidding
When I close
They all fold
Because I ain't one for some betting
You can use my pulled out hair as bedding.
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