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MELACRUSIN

by Melacrusin

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1.
I Could 04:43
i sit like i'm not sentimental but i accidentally found my way back to you they say that it's all coincidental one time in your life you don't have to feel so used i know your so bruised i know you feel so used but baby why don't you talk to me i can cure your sickness i can cure you of your diseases i don't wanna see you this way so hear me out when i say you could be a witness i could tie up your stitches fuck all these other bitches because god left the business you're feeling so cold let me show you how to make heat you've always been alone resistence is getting so old it's going so slow but i just wanna keep you close get rid of all your clothes because the wind rose and now we're coming to blows i just wanna keep you close i'm sick of all this prose i am the antidote and we both know
2.
when I say I’m loving you better you just ask me if still remember picking up like we left off friends but I’m not trying to act up like we’re old heads coming out on weekends just to choose ya girl I didn’t know I was the user picking up sentiments to say uhh conversation proved that u were queued up wasn’t gonna wait up on the old blood so I’m sitting in the back with a paper and a pen got a rack in my pocket and a type to just depend didn’t see the old glow that I got from tinted bowls so I stay so typical outie oozed umbilical
3.
Running On E 04:05
i found my solace in an empty corner maybe you should skip a step and hit up that coroner got your face with a 2 by 4 solid with the corner the heat is growing colder two is a company girl why you fronting this shit ain't healthy an ailment turned ugly you don't even know what "sentiment" means i think i better leave but if you listen i'll feel better this just isn't the right weather you get pushed more easily than a feather i guess i'll wait until the summer i could ask for one thing but you think me to be wanting i don't ask for nothing but you think that i need something and some day i'll try to explain the shit that i say how i'm feeling this way i couldn't tell you from where i lay i know i've been feeling low this day hoping you could give me a change but i haven't seen you face to face i don't care how the fuck it happens i just wanna feel ok
4.
called me she told me i was fake i been hurrying to get up out of state hop across the waters going places that you lames just can't relate and i been trying to find my passion in the midst of loosing faith damn and i've been counting all my days down know i'm close as fuck to quitting because i'm faded getting twisted never cared about the fame or any sort of recognition i been inside on the regular just laid out said she getting tired of the drama now got her crying to her momma now all the drugs and the times that i let her down i don't show no face and u barley come around and that shit fucks me up god don't get me faded tune out the garbage you saying better not ask me how my day went i'm just tryna get all my time spent god don't get me faded spit out the garbage you tasting better just keep it with your two cents i'm just tryna get all my time spent when i couldn't see you this time split height because we don't see eye to eye i can't wait this out i been bathed in doubt where you been about? and the worst part is i'm talking to myself can't seem to clean up mental health i been up living for the wealth but what my headspace can't seem to tell he don't know any better and i can't blame him parents probably die if they catch him flaming people probably throw him cases put him up for the shit they're faking i'm drained of patience high and sedated just to make it god don't get me faded
5.
I keep forgetting that I gotta drink water Well I got food for thought so I don't bother I keep forgetting that I gotta stay showered Glowing down to get back up passing offers You don't even have to try to get it So I'm slowin hittin bigger lines with it When you got a red stain on a white ribbon It's only worth it if you spend it winning Only worth it if you got a bitch in the kitchen Should've known when they said that you were slippin What the fuck were you expecting? I shouldn't have to mention All the time itchin for the fix These lines ain't white They lookin yellow with the tint Saying you would fix it when you stint You had me feeling like 06 Giving handouts like you give a stitch
6.
feeling i could try to send the message but what good does it do when you don't even listen i could be dying in a week when i walk by stare at my feet trying to get you tucked with me i'm not the villain that i seem but you don't see it and i believe that at any given moment he's gonna take what's always been mine and it's hard to say i hope for it i wouldn't even mind if someone pulled a gun i'd make sure they follow through this time latley i've been thinking everyone hates me i've been keeping to myself, baby staying on the low daily and maybe it's time that i reached the finish line maybe you could pull me from the grave safely but i'm a damage to myself i'm crazy getting close when i was just tryna get mine figured you could read my mind
7.
(XXX) 02:41
The worst part is I was high when she called me Camped out in a hearse with 3 x's feelin lonely Trying to form words but I breathe silence only Elevate myself so that I feel like something holy And with a notion so slim You can see the dirt just by looking at the kin I've been bathing in paint thinner trying to scrub away the skin But people hear you differently when you're catching second wind I'm no different I'm about over this shit Loving someone so I know what to fix Not too far back I was the stitch Acting like the drug gave me another kind of itch I guess god can be a real bitch Turning Fiji ounces from the water into wine Cruising higher spirits because I do it all the time Seems to be a better use than that matte black 9 But who am I To be saying what prescription needs filling I'm an amateur pharmacist While others stay sitting Getting catfished with backlash Casket clothes for bidding When I close They all fold Because I ain't one for some betting You can use my pulled out hair as bedding.

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released March 24, 2018

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